Falling Star

Thursday, May 26, 2011

sad

i was sad tonight.


i'm tired as well. back and forth the hospital because of my brother.

before heading home, i took time to sit and just look at the night sky. as it was cloudless and no moon to outshine them. i realized it's been a long time since i last did that. and i remembered that i love star gazing, or at least my sister did and i just had to tag along with her. i miss my sister. i miss being a child and just live to live.
no worries, --but to nap in the afternoon!
no problem with how the world works... but with how your toy would.
no heartaches. --except when you have dressed up and they decided to just leave you behind.

i want to look at the stars more. but i still have to attend to my brother. now i'm gonna sleep.

p.s. i was lucky enough to see a meteorite...

9th of March

Wednesday, March 09, 2011

coffee

my "5" days off is almost coming to an end... tomorrow i have to think about going to work at 2.30

am again.

...so i'm spending time online :)

my thought for the day is:

"bakit kaya kahit hindi naman ako broken-hearted, feeling ko, nasasaktan ako?"

good one. di ba?
it's like, i don't have any reasons to be sad, but i feel like the night is sad. i feel like listening to sad songs and emote with the singer... basta, feel ko lang maging sad.

i don't want to be broken hearted, thanks. i do not vie for pain as well. there are just times, (must be pms?) that i just want to look out my window, look at the star (stars, if i'm lucky to have a clear sky) and just think about how far it is... (and now i realize how funny that is)

seriously, i get sad looking at the stars. well, not really sad, sometimes, just sentimental, or reflective -- thinking about life on earth, about my life on earth, and about other people's life on earth ;P

that's one of the reasons i love to go to Guimaras, the stars there are countless. unlike here, where stars are being outshined by the city lights.

kelan naman kaya......

btw, my migraine loves me today. i had it since yesterday, and after 2 celebrexes and 1 advil plus 12 or more hours of sleep, with just a cup of coffee and the forgotten dose of prayer, umalis din sya...

i'm sorry, Lord. i really tend to forget to pray when i get my migraine. this happened twice already, and i'm not proud of it.

i just want to let the whole world know-- when you feel something, don't think about what to do, what to reach out for first. take time to pray... it might save you hours bearing the burden.

learn from it, kristelle....

8th week

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

blogging

if i slept 4PM and i woke up 11PM because i work 4AM and i am eating 12 midnight, do i call it breakfast? or dinner?


just a thought...

anyways, finally blogging... again. my title's cause: it's the start of the 8th week of the year for me. will be working crazy again after i blog. i don't think i'm liking it so much anyway because there never was a week that wasn't absent, or late at the very least.

btw, i just had the sweetest dream... it's too sweet i can't spill it out :)

so, will get ready now, as i had just made an excuse that i have no time to chat... (on FB with someone professing his great admiration to me BEFORE --creepy coz i don't even know him)

I'm 27???

Tuesday, January 04, 2011

birthday

before today ends... i just want to make a blog note of what happened today.


of course i turned 27 as of 4.30 this morning. my mom kept telling me at 27 she already had 4 children. i don't want to elaborate on what she meant by that.

i woke up at 9 am and didn't want to get up. but i had to because my lola requested for MY macaroni salad, because the one my mom made last christmas was bland :) so i went there to make it. or watch THEM (mom and tito joey) then i would bring it down to my grandma til it suits her tastebuds. (speaking of which, i lost mine last new year's eve and i think i still lose it every now and then... blog note!)

then we went back to my place to eat, and to have visitors, and that's it. :) i'm sleepy... i can't think anymore... i have to sleep... i NEED to sleep.

thank you Lord, again, for letting me see my 27th year. :)

1-1-11

Saturday, January 01, 2011

movie

i'm supposed to watch Mamma Mia! and i forgot that i lent it to my one of my colleagues. so i watched Freaky Friday, second most watched movie in the house, and now, i am watching First Daughter, one personal favorite... movie marathon because i just like staying home, not that i am out a lot lately since i was sick.


New Year... aside from being sick, it was really sad for some reasons. so many reasons. although i love seeing fireworks.

and i don't know what to write.. yet. maybe later. or if not, maybe sometime soon. i just like to see a post with today's date... so.