saturday

Saturday, October 24, 2009

lazy

i've been knocked out today. i don't know why i am so lazy and sleepy. it's 7.22 and i still haven't gotten up, just been on the net (after i woke up --again-- past 4)


i have just seen Mamma Mia! for the nth time. and still watching outtakes. i really love it. i think i am astounded by the idea that no matter how big Meryl is as a star, she can sing and dance and jump and fool around.

that's all.

it seems to me...

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

myself


like i really have a knack for job hunting!

i've been a training facilitator, computer tutor, field trip coordinator, hotel chambermaid, call center agent, call center unit manager, secretary, liaison officer, records officer, cashier, receptionist, sales representative, and a nanny.

true. oh my gosh i just realized how flexible i am. hahah! and now i'm back to square one. seriously, when will i realize which career path to trod?

i've always wanted to be a teacher. that's one job i SERIOUSLY think i wouldn't quit on. but i don't like studying. i've proved that since 1st grade. i love reading, i read encyclopedias cover to cover, but school books? it's a bore. i like quizzes though. but not recitations. i don't like it when the teacher calls me (coz i don't raise my hand!) to give the answer.

yes, i have been a nanny for a week, not by choice. worked on behalf of my aunt. her boss noticed my resume and quoted "she did a thousand jobs in a year!"

(*sigh*)

currently listening to iTunes. really soothing.

i went to Megamall today to meet a former friend. or colleague. w'ever. almost lost my patience when i couldn't find her (and she couldn't find me, either!) but when we have met finally, the stories poured out naturally (with a few cussings on the side)...

i was telling her to follow her heart, if she really wanted to stay here for good. of course, life here isn't easy, for the less fortunate like us, even though how beautiful we are. ;) but we shared the same sentiment -- which is, well -- life is short.

suppose you are the healthiest person alive, does that assure you that you'll be living til next month? that's my conviction. i don't want to waste my time away from the people i love.

i was there, i knew how it was to be aching for home. and no matter how much you make them happy by providing their whims and all, it doesn't make sense when you come home in a box. the days that you could have spent laughing with them, or fighting with them. or just by being there when any one of you needs someone to be there with.

i'm being sentimental.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

today i bought my VERY first monopoly board. i am the happiest. but the bus ride really almost gave me a heart attack. i really hate bus rides. i thought by now, i have overcome my fear finally, but no. still faint-hearted when the bus swerves suddenly or another bus comes like a flash beside ours.


that's all. when i am not sleepy, i might write a little longer than this one. :)