well what do you know... 24 hours after i wrote my latest post, something happened that triggered us to completely move out of the house! finally...

so now, we are in our new house, apartment rather. it's small, not so decnt but it's bliss, just to know that we don't live with some... well, i'd rather not mention nasty descriptions.

so i'm in a new house, and a new job. we moved out of the house just a day after i got my things from my former job. it wasn't as drmatic as i imagined it'd be, because i have been absent for six days. that's 3 days in, 2 days out, and 3 days in. 2 over 8. my bosses were furious. being the 2nd top agent on my first month, and climbing to the top agent position on the next months til now, i gathered some respect though. so now the expectations are high on my new job.

i have to start earning for summer so i better do my job. yes, i still have work to do at this time. so beybey... (...that's quoting from hema)

i've been contemplating a lot lately. gods, its like my whole world's slowly shrinking to complete non-existence. it all starts with the house i'm in right now. it's almost hell. i'm dying to move out. problems seem to coem from both sides of the pole and from east till west. i hardly slept last night with all these thoughts. i am so desperate........... if not only for the thought of summer, i would have wished to be deadssssss. this coming summer would be very special for me because it would be our jubilee celebration, and i'll be seeing my grandparents and then jade's coming home. what's so exciting about that you might wonder? well, we are going to bacolod for one, i'm sure. then guimaras of course. then i'll cry a lot. but before all that i've had my chocolates from jade right? then the lolo and the lola are coming home with us... then it'd be their golden anniversary, won't that be exciting? so for now, i think i'll just take all the blows. the sun will come out tomorrow.....
God takes real good care of me. i know. i'm just too stubborn, thankyouverymuch.