Yes, I am ready to BL❤G again!
And since POSTEROUS closed their site, and I've really been wanting to blog again, which better site to use than blogger? :)
But I had to change my blog name since I find the previous one so lame (kristellerain.blogspot.com) Anyway I've had that since June 6, 2005, I think.
I also don't want the rain anymore, so I'm recycling my Posterous site name.
It appeals better to me.
I am so back. =)
i was sad tonight.
i'm tired as well. back and forth the hospital because of my brother.
before heading home, i took time to sit and just look at the night sky. as it was cloudless and no moon to outshine them. i realized it's been a long time since i last did that. and i remembered that i love star gazing, or at least my sister did and i just had to tag along with her. i miss my sister. i miss being a child and just live to live.
no worries, --but to nap in the afternoon!
no problem with how the world works... but with how your toy would.
no heartaches. --except when you have dressed up and they decided to just leave you behind.
i want to look at the stars more. but i still have to attend to my brother. now i'm gonna sleep.
p.s. i was lucky enough to see a meteorite...
my "5" days off is almost coming to an end... tomorrow i have to think about going to work at 2.30
am again.
...so i'm spending time online :)
my thought for the day is:
"bakit kaya kahit hindi naman ako broken-hearted, feeling ko, nasasaktan ako?"
good one. di ba?
it's like, i don't have any reasons to be sad, but i feel like the night is sad. i feel like listening to sad songs and emote with the singer... basta, feel ko lang maging sad.
i don't want to be broken hearted, thanks. i do not vie for pain as well. there are just times, (must be pms?) that i just want to look out my window, look at the star (stars, if i'm lucky to have a clear sky) and just think about how far it is... (and now i realize how funny that is)
seriously, i get sad looking at the stars. well, not really sad, sometimes, just sentimental, or reflective -- thinking about life on earth, about my life on earth, and about other people's life on earth ;P
that's one of the reasons i love to go to Guimaras, the stars there are countless. unlike here, where stars are being outshined by the city lights.
kelan naman kaya......
btw, my migraine loves me today. i had it since yesterday, and after 2 celebrexes and 1 advil plus 12 or more hours of sleep, with just a cup of coffee and the forgotten dose of prayer, umalis din sya...
i'm sorry, Lord. i really tend to forget to pray when i get my migraine. this happened twice already, and i'm not proud of it.
i just want to let the whole world know-- when you feel something, don't think about what to do, what to reach out for first. take time to pray... it might save you hours bearing the burden.
learn from it, kristelle....
