Just another New Year post

Sunday, January 01, 2017

holiday

It seems I'm getting the drive to blog when a year is either already ending or just beginning. Maybe because it's a time to reflect on what has transpired over the past year, that I check on my social media accounts to see the new places I've been to, people I've met, and other things or experiences. Then I go check my blog and see it's empty. It makes me sad, but I never seem to find time to just log-in and type away.

The reason why I have time NOW is because I'm all by myself and got nothing important to do. I am in my sister's place in Doha, and they've gone to Dubai for the New Year Celebration and to take the kids to the many theme parks that Dubai holds. So with my phone on my left side, TV remote control on the right, and B&O A1 speaker (my sister's) in front of me playing Katy Perry's "I'm Still Breathing" (aptly so), I decided to give blogging a go.

As it is the first day of the year, what best to blog about than NEW YEAR's resolution? When I was in grade school (--and high school, too, I guess) we had always been asked to write it all on a piece of paper on the very first day of school right after the Christmas break. Who knows what our teachers do to them, maybe memorize it all and laugh behind our backs if we break them.

So before the year ended, I have decided to make a NY resolution:

I read somewhere that we don't need a new year or a new month to set new things to do or achieve. However, most people, such as myself, really tend to have this competitive attitude to be better, do better on a new year, or a new month. Like, sure, I can start learning a new language anytime, but this is more challenging this way. ^_^ Right?

So, bring it on, 2017! 2016 was okay but I know you can do better.

off day

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Bahrain

i couldn't believe i woke up 3 pm today! i hardly believed my sis when i asked her what time it was and she said 3! that's how exhausted i was this past week, and i am so happy that i was able to catch up on my sleep...


i turned my mobile to silent mode since last night. and i haven't checked it yet, so there'll probably be some angry people confronting me tomorrow ;) but i really want to have the day to myself. i miss being left alone!

my first weeks here were so dull, work-home-work. all i ever talk to were my sister and her husband. and some office people. and i miss it sometimes. i don't know why. i think i'm being suffocated with all the demands my work entails...

it's 10.18 now... better sleep, another tiresome week ahead! and oh i just remembered... i could die of envy! they will be having "Holy Ghost sunday" tomorrow in Bicutan! so sad i can't be there...


about to sleep...

Saturday, August 09, 2008

Bahrain

i don't know why i'm sad today. maybe they've noticed, kuya francis called me "emo" when he looked at the rearview mirror of his car and i was keeping my silence back there, on the way home from Seef Mall.


truth is, i really wanted to cry. i just can't find the right time and place. i think its time to admit that this is the lowest point of my life. we all come to that one way or another... and my time has come.

i have so many reasons:
1. i am so far from my home church
2. i don't like the people
3. OP ako kahit saan, kahit sa bahay
4. i miss my bed -- so much
5. i don't like my job... nasasayang na ang training ko! wala na, panis na... and i always strive to get the job that i love. it's very important to me that i am loving my work, i am loving what i am doing. but i'm left with no choice. 
6. i don't like my superiors
7. i don't like my place of work
8. i don't understand the people -- plus they're not so happy people, they're war-freak even.
9. i really don't like the people
10. i am always inferior -- which has never -- ever-- happened.

so now comes the big question: how long can i put up with all these? i need the strength. Lord, please give me patience... but if there's one wish that i could be granted, that would be to make the days go fast. fastest there could ever be. 

i wanna go to my bed...