about to sleep...
Saturday, August 09, 2008i don't know why i'm sad today. maybe they've noticed, kuya francis called me "emo" when he looked at the rearview mirror of his car and i was keeping my silence back there, on the way home from Seef Mall.
truth is, i really wanted to cry. i just can't find the right time and place. i think its time to admit that this is the lowest point of my life. we all come to that one way or another... and my time has come.
i have so many reasons:
1. i am so far from my home church
2. i don't like the people
3. OP ako kahit saan, kahit sa bahay
4. i miss my bed -- so much
5. i don't like my job... nasasayang na ang training ko! wala na, panis na... and i always strive to get the job that i love. it's very important to me that i am loving my work, i am loving what i am doing. but i'm left with no choice.
6. i don't like my superiors
7. i don't like my place of work
8. i don't understand the people -- plus they're not so happy people, they're war-freak even.
9. i really don't like the people
10. i am always inferior -- which has never -- ever-- happened.
so now comes the big question: how long can i put up with all these? i need the strength. Lord, please give me patience... but if there's one wish that i could be granted, that would be to make the days go fast. fastest there could ever be.
i wanna go to my bed...
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