I woke up with a throbbing headache. and realized it was already 10 A.M. I don't know if my headache was caused by sleeping too much or less.
So I got up to make myself some coffee, and since the rain was pouring hard, all plans of going out to my grandmother's was mentally crossed-out. I transferred some pillows to the living room, brought my blanket with me and snuggled comfortably as I put on the Barbra Streisand 1994 concert on DVD.
The preparations were shown first, and then some people were interviewed, and their enthusiasm was just contagious, I felt the excitement in me to see Barbra grew.
And when she finally walked on stage, with the accompaniment of "The Way We Were" being played by the orchestra, I wanted to cry! She was really quite a vision...
So I just stayed there, laughing with her, smiling as she sang familiar songs. I suddenly found myself hugging the DVD cover.
I was giggling as she told her story when she first fell in love with Marlon Brando! I am that mababaw...
I wish I have more movies though, coz I've seen all I have, some more than twice. I'm starting to read a book to kill boredom! And that's really saying something...
my "5" days off is almost coming to an end... tomorrow i have to think about going to work at 2.30
am again.
...so i'm spending time online :)
my thought for the day is:
"bakit kaya kahit hindi naman ako broken-hearted, feeling ko, nasasaktan ako?"
good one. di ba?
it's like, i don't have any reasons to be sad, but i feel like the night is sad. i feel like listening to sad songs and emote with the singer... basta, feel ko lang maging sad.
i don't want to be broken hearted, thanks. i do not vie for pain as well. there are just times, (must be pms?) that i just want to look out my window, look at the star (stars, if i'm lucky to have a clear sky) and just think about how far it is... (and now i realize how funny that is)
seriously, i get sad looking at the stars. well, not really sad, sometimes, just sentimental, or reflective -- thinking about life on earth, about my life on earth, and about other people's life on earth ;P
that's one of the reasons i love to go to Guimaras, the stars there are countless. unlike here, where stars are being outshined by the city lights.
kelan naman kaya......
btw, my migraine loves me today. i had it since yesterday, and after 2 celebrexes and 1 advil plus 12 or more hours of sleep, with just a cup of coffee and the forgotten dose of prayer, umalis din sya...
i'm sorry, Lord. i really tend to forget to pray when i get my migraine. this happened twice already, and i'm not proud of it.
i just want to let the whole world know-- when you feel something, don't think about what to do, what to reach out for first. take time to pray... it might save you hours bearing the burden.
learn from it, kristelle....
last Tuesday in Guimaras, I was having breakfast by myself (grannies went to visit some relatives --dead and alive) and was waiting for my brother who went out to buy me coffee from the not-so-nearby store, when it rained.
so it took a while for my brother to come back, and i was already itching for my dose of coffee when i noticed this chicken wandering about by the kitchen. i tried to ignore it but because i had nothing to do, having eaten my bf and just anxiously waiting for my coffee, i shooed it off. it then flew to my grannies make-shift bedroom just between living room and kitchen... so i followed it and tried to shoo it again, and it flew off again to the counter this time, and it irked me thinking it would spread some of its germs on the spoons and forks and all other uncovered utensils so I got my grandma's cane and tapped it to the kitchen counter hoping it would scare the chicken! but the chicken just ran around the counter and so i hit it by reflex... and noticed it was bleeding by the nose :)
it then quivered and tried to fly ON MY DIRECTION which scared me so i ran to the living room calling my younger cousin who was playing PLANTS vs. ZOMBIES!
when we got there, it was lying lifeless on the floor...poor chicken. i couldn't count the times i said "I'M SORRY". and i think i was saying sorry to the chicken and its unknown owner... oh my god i am a murderer.
so my grandma decided to cook it ^_^
