i've been contemplating a lot lately. gods, its like my whole world's slowly shrinking to complete non-existence. it all starts with the house i'm in right now. it's almost hell. i'm dying to move out. problems seem to coem from both sides of the pole and from east till west. i hardly slept last night with all these thoughts. i am so desperate........... if not only for the thought of summer, i would have wished to be deadssssss. this coming summer would be very special for me because it would be our jubilee celebration, and i'll be seeing my grandparents and then jade's coming home. what's so exciting about that you might wonder? well, we are going to bacolod for one, i'm sure. then guimaras of course. then i'll cry a lot. but before all that i've had my chocolates from jade right? then the lolo and the lola are coming home with us... then it'd be their golden anniversary, won't that be exciting? so for now, i think i'll just take all the blows. the sun will come out tomorrow.....
God takes real good care of me. i know. i'm just too stubborn, thankyouverymuch.

blogging from tita par's room. i helped her make this internet work, so i'm given the chance to use it ;-)

nothing's new, oh but i got my credit card this week. and my first purchases for it were ice cream and a lot of food...

anyway, regarding work... the hostility was lessen this week thanks to my whopping approvals. but the few past weeks were hell. i get up & go to work and wonder "why am i going to work? nobody there likes me, let alone talk to me!" and i go home feeling soooooooooooo alone. but lately things are lighter, thanks to those new trainees. they're just super nice.

so... i'll blog again when i have so much time. i'm so deprived lately. deprived of chatting, deprived of sleep and even deprived of texting! whew... it's almost vacation time anyway!

imagine... i got time to blog!

life is so hectic lately... wake up as early as 6 a.m... well, okay at least not later than 7 okay? it's just too hard to get myself up! then i would get to the office at 9.01, but this morning timed in at 9.51 (ugh!)

i've read my previous post.. it was lonely. i have no time to be lonely lately. or at least not for a long time. i can have some moments to think at least. when i am in the bus to and from work, i am by myself... then i think of what happened, everyhting i could think of. i even cry sometimes, my silliness.

i am loving the movies of Lindsay Lohan. and Rachel Addams. and Mischa wahtever... that's all for now. i'm loving my work though. it's fun. it's like a game everyday, and my officemates are superb when it comes to naughtiness. my superiors are so nice, so they all make my job lighter! duh. i wouldn't really love to work in a place of robots (or humans trying to be robots or the sorts!)

what else? i guess that's all. i have to e-mail my ooolder sis.

oh, by the way, the Luzon District Rally has just passed... it was nice. especially on the last night. plus the games topped it all. sobrang saya...