i've been contemplating a lot lately. gods, its like my whole world's slowly shrinking to complete non-existence. it all starts with the house i'm in right now. it's almost hell. i'm dying to move out. problems seem to coem from both sides of the pole and from east till west. i hardly slept last night with all these thoughts. i am so desperate........... if not only for the thought of summer, i would have wished to be deadssssss. this coming summer would be very special for me because it would be our jubilee celebration, and i'll be seeing my grandparents and then jade's coming home. what's so exciting about that you might wonder? well, we are going to bacolod for one, i'm sure. then guimaras of course. then i'll cry a lot. but before all that i've had my chocolates from jade right? then the lolo and the lola are coming home with us... then it'd be their golden anniversary, won't that be exciting? so for now, i think i'll just take all the blows. the sun will come out tomorrow.....
God takes real good care of me. i know. i'm just too stubborn, thankyouverymuch.