it's past 2 a.m. and i am just about to sleep. i just finished making my chicken macaroni salad (painstaking!) and jellies for a friend's birthday tomorrow. i just thought that since she's away from her family, i'd try to make her happy even just a tiny-teeny bit (whatever that is).

so i got home 10.30, because my friends and i went to Marina mall after (my) work to have dinner, which i barely touched (coz i'm sad for a reason). and then tried to help another friend look for a decent white dress... i was wondering, really, how and why i met this one! she's a heartbreak. her life, and her present job, and she's helpless. i know i have problems of my own but i just feel like helping her the best i can.

so, after tiring myself from walking around the mall, (back and forth the racks and fitting room --like a mother!) i finally got home and hurriedly ran to the nearby cold store to get the ingredients we don't have. when i got i the store, the cashier introduced me to their new help, by saying "this is my best friend" ... of course i was polite and said hi back, but my mind was asking "since when have we became best of friends?"

i mean, i don't even know her name! hahaha... yeah, i go there, we spend time talking, but best friend? no worries, she's not gonna read this. i'm just surprised that somebody actually considered me her best friend. it takes a long time for me to consider somebody my best friend, so... there.

and a best friend for me, is someone who knows you inside out, and accepts you for who you are. and is there in good AND bad times. maybe i have high standards, and also being possessive, makes it hard for me to find one here in Bahrain. anyway it's not like a requirement.

and before i forget... last night, while waiting for the pedestrian to clear between Seef mall and the parking lot, i was talking to my friend, and a car stopped so we could cross. and oh my god, it was a Ferrari in front of me! i mean, i have seen one before, but it was gliding with the Porsche. nothing i just wanna make a blog note.