i'm sure we'll be running after the sun AGAIN like my plane had last time. it was 9 pm already on my watch, and the sun was still up. 11 pm i checked outside again, and the sun was still up! although it was setting, it just went out of our sight when we were descending.

so now, i'm sure in a matter of an hour, there'll be sunlight outside.

i can see the plane from here. i hope i can sit now so i'll start to sleep. it's a direct flight so no hassle.

my flight is tonight half past 12 midnight. but as of now, i haven't packed! i don't have a suitcase yet coz my sister brought mine, so i had to borrow from my friend. which i will get later. i know thal might read this, so thanks in advance crystal! you're my unofficial best friend in Bahrain! (unofficial coz we both have our own best friends already ;))

so anyway. the reason why i don't have time to get excited is because everything happened so fast. it's just Monday, and I can't believe it was just last Thursday that I was at the office telling them of my decision. even my sister freaked out when i told her i resigned. of course, it wasn't an easy decision to make. but it's like chosing my job against my conviction. and my heart ached every single day thinking about the general conference that i will not be able to see.

i wanted so much to worship. it's like, fighting for your soul. papayag ba akong maiwan sa rapture? 'course not. and God helped me ALL the way. it's funny when the BIBLE scriptures we were just reading and memorizing before in Sunday School applied to me today. "Seek ye first the Kingdom of God, and His righteousness, and ALL these things shall be added unto you" it didn't say just SOME. it said ALL. and it was true.